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Name: Carla
Location: Norman, Oklahoma, United States
Birthday: 9/6/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: Guys. meeting new people. listening to old school music. laughing. kisses. talking. smiles. sunshine. competing. succeeding. hugs. flirting. playing. shopping. movies. music. outdoors. friends :)
Expertise: I'm good at everything, not even kidding. Try me chumps :)
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  CarlaTheNerd
Member Since:
5/13/2005
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| So this day started off super sucky. I went to tan and when I came out, my freakin tire was flat! This was a time when I really needed A) My Daddy to live in Norman or B) a boyfriend. Since I had neither of those, I had to call my roadside service thing and have someone come out and put the spare on. It only took like a freaking hour, too. Then I had to go to get my flat fixed. And well this is when things actually started looking up. The guys that worked there were really funny and nice....they totally cheered me up. Then Hallman took me on a date and we got snow-cones. It was beautiful. So yeah the day has turned out alright. I have loads to do, but no motivation to get it done. I have like summeritis....I need school to be out now! Anyway, I'm gonna get started on this homework...peace out xanga. | | |
| What a hellacious week! My uncle died this weekend.....it was horrible. I mean we all knew it was coming but it's just so hard. The reality of it all didn't quite hit me till I was driving back to Norman last night. It occurred to me that I would never, ever hear his voice again. I wouldn't receive anymore of his sage advice about life. He knew so much about God and the Bible that I couldn't help but to learn something new when I was around him (he was the pastor of my church back home). There's still so much more I want to ask him. I still have a preaching tape he gave me a few months back. He was hoping I could learn something. He never once even flinched in his faith in God even throughout his misery and pain. I can't help but to want to ask God why such a righteous man should have to suffer a slow and painful death. And why my aunt now has to be alone and so sad. I'm sure God has a plan, I just can't understand it all right now...if I ever do. If anything this ordeal has made me realize how important my family is to me. I just don't know if I could make it if anything were to happen to them. I read something in a book last night, it said "It is the unknown we fear when we look upon death and darkness, nothing more." I guess that's right. Death isn't scary, it's just the fact that we don't know what lies ahead that is the scary part. I know my uncle wasn't scared to go....he knew streets of gold were waiting on him. I hope someday that I can have that same confidence. | | |
| Okay, I've been on hiatus....but I'm back and I'm ready to rock and roll. So what's been going on my life, you wonder. Well alot of stuff but I don't feel like writing it all down. haha... | | |
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